it's so difficult to discern between a restlessness that comes from some form of discontent or the restlessness that comes from the Lord who purposefully is trying to move you forward into something out.
I am restless. But to be fair, it's a bad time to examine this. Finals...Baby....not-sure-how-to-deal-with-that situations...my body is freaking out a bit.
The only thing i can do tonight is lay my head on the pillow, resting in knowing that the Lord is so aware of my wrestling heart and its dreams. The reality is that i'm so young and naive on so many levels. I feel less of an adult, and more of a kid. To abide in Him means to hold onto nothing else, but to be fully in His presence.
I'm restless, but God is in the restlessness.
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