Delight, Commit, Trust.

It's evening time after my first day off in over a week. REFRESHING.

I loved being able to catch up with friends old and new.

I was able to finally hear the voice of a long lost friend that i miss dearly, and was approached about a possible three year commitment to my church. Oh. My. Goodness.

I haven't a clue what you are doing dear heavenly Father. This life is not my own.....but....really?

I am held. I am loved. He has a plan. He has given me peace. Planned my purpose. Has given me freedom.

I'm trusting. He knows the deep and hidden corners of my heart. And that is enough.

"Delight yourself in the Lord with all your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him, and He will act."

Psalms 37.

The Lord knows me inside and out. So I do my best to surrender my wants, my fear, my uncertainty.

Some say steps made blind is what they call faith. I'm confused to the point of tears, but somewhere deep in my heart i know the truth.

He is enough, and He will see me through. He makes beautiful things, brings everything full circle. If not this side of heaven, then reasons explained in beauty of heaven.